07 January 2012 @ 10:03 pm
Supernatural 7.11 - Anything to not study, tbh.  
I should have been studying but when I put the new episode on Torrentz, I assumed it would take 3 hours LIKE IT ALWAYS DOES. But instead, of course since I was going to study in that time span, it said "7 minutes left" immediately. Well... "Karma is a bitch" like one of my friends said. I should have done so many bad stuff to deserve this though.

Anyway. "The road so far was" refreshing and made me think how much I love and IN this show that I don't even care as long as there is a new episode. Yes, totally not the best two seasons and it doesn't even get better anymore. But truth is, I really couldn't care less. There are fics and boys and show and... I can be happy with little things.

At the beginning, while showing the first 3 weeks, there was a music. I will look into it but I loved how they shot those scenes. It was like a broken but calming video. Showing their drained energy after Bobby's death.

Shallow of me, please let me point out how beautiful Dean is here though, with all the pain and treat painted on his face ;

Now that it's done, we can move on with the schedule.. Ehm.

Oh sorry, the next is also SamSammySam's belly. Don't fucking lie to me that only thing you've looked at here DAT belly.

Before the episode, I saw people on [livejournal.com profile] ontd_spnparty saying boys don't need an another Bobby who boys would listen to him right after Bobby died in the previous episode. Well, I see the point, and for a moment it bugged me to hear about "do it with a smile" on the back of my mind. But in the meantime, doesn't it always like that? When we lose a place in our lives, without actually realizing it we try to recover it. A friend, a daddy figure, someone acting with mother instincts on us.... We just cling to them. So that and also I like Frank enough to accept him, I think I'm good with him as long as he differentiate himself as Frank, not Frank The Bobby.

The kid was also good. So like Dean, stubborn, younger and stuck Dean that cling to daddy's life and hunter world. Also brought the dad in Dean. I like her. ♥

And the last thing... Dean, you are living with mimics. Everything's your face and it hurtssssss *sobs* [livejournal.com profile] awakencordy commented on the last 10 seconds without spoilers right before I watch the ep, so I was waiting for something already. BUT BUT...... Just look at his face (or try to look behind the CW logo), he is TRYING. *weeps*

CW logo, have I ever told you how fucking I hate you? You're like.. in the middle of the screen!

AND ALSO CAS, I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCHHHHH! Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] awakencordy again, she did cut me into little pieces with her new fic about Cas. Ugh ugh. *sobbing forever*

Anything to not study, tbh.
Current Music: Ross Copperman - Holding On and Letting Go
Current Mood: determined
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[identity profile] freaksoldier.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 12:12 am (UTC)

the last scene, when dean tries to smile, i just... i cannot even :'( my poor baby

why is the show doing this to us
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[identity profile] cancoydu.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 12:15 am (UTC)
It's like drugs you know.. You know it'll hurt you to the deepest corner of your heart, but still you watch it immediately and stop your real life for them, for boys. We are addictive masochists I'm sure.

Also your icon. ♥

Edited 2012-01-08 12:15 am (UTC)
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[identity profile] freaksoldier.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 12:36 am (UTC)
they add something addictive to the show, seriously. like, some kind of a subliminal message. watch ussss and love ussss. or else i don't know.

thanks ♥♥ hurt!dean is love
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[identity profile] cancoydu.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 12:40 am (UTC)
The other day my friend shared this, and it pretty much sums it all I believe :

Is it weird that I think it’s super cute how perverted our fandom family is? Like we all share porn with each other, talk about masturbating to it like completely casually. And then so many of us have very specific fetishes that are widely known around these parts. And we’re all so comfortable with it. Like “oh look, Haleigh is losing her mind about Jensen’s neck again” “omg Amanda has made a new Jensen tag~” “omg Nicole found a new picture of Jared’s nose” “awwwe Tabby broke down again about Misha’s face” And the fact that I can emphatically profess how much I LOVE the sick and dark bloodplay fic known as the Howl!Verse and no one is like WOAH NELLY THAT IS WRONG, instead I get a bunch of people enthusiastically agreeing and others asking for links. It’s just like… we’ve all accepted our fate as the perverted creepy fans and have bonded together through it. That even though we fight and argue a LOT, we’re all basically on the same level of perversion.

Source: http://yourdarlinglittlesammy.tumblr.com/post/15391027239/is-it-weird-that-i-think-its-super-cute-how

In the meantim, I'm raising your Hurt!Dean with S5!DeanCas.
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[identity profile] freaksoldier.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 12:56 am (UTC)
LOL so true, tho, so true. so amazing, so amazing.

fandom is the single best thing to ever happen, really, i truly really believe that. so many amazing things happen because of fandom. yes, yes.

oh man i need some deancas icons. and team free will icons. and more SPN icons in general.
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[identity profile] cancoydu.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 01:09 am (UTC)
We are one big, honest, awesome family, that's for sure. ♥

LOLOL yeah I figured I needed an alone Cas icon too. NOT ENOUGH ICONS THERE. NEVER.
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[identity profile] lightpoint.livejournal.com on January 8th, 2012 02:39 am (UTC)
YES this episode was made of heartbreak. The end scene killedme, but yeah, ALL OF IT, ALL THE FEELINGS...
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