16 March 2012 @ 06:06 pm

There is a voice inside of you
That whispers all day long,
"I feel that this is right for me,
I know that this is wrong."
No teacher, preacher, parent, friend
Or wise man can decide
What's right for you-just listen to
The voice that speaks inside.

- Shel Silverstein -
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10 March 2012 @ 05:56 pm
Meme: Color-facts.  
Saw it on Tumblr, and if anyone's interested, I'd like to do this meme.

Purple: 10 facts about my room.
Blue: 9 facts about my family.
Green: 8 facts about my body.
Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood.
Orange: 6 facts about my home town.
Red: 5 facts about my first bestfriend(s).
Pink: 4 facts about my parents.
White: 3 facts about my personality.
Grey: 2 facts about my favourite things.
Black: 1 fact about the person you like.

Pick a color. Shoot!

From [ profile] freaksoldier:

Orange: 6 facts about my home town. (Istanbul)

♥ Istanbul is the most crowded city of Turkey with the population of more than 22 million out of 74 million.
♥ Most people from Istanbul have love/hate relationship with the city. Many people runs away from the city's crowd/noise/dirtiness, but eventually everyone gets back.
♥ With the philosophy of "Live fast, die early." you can be really happy in Istanbul.
♥ Bosphorus. You never are too away from sea, so when you're any town without sea, it feels weird and claustrophobic. At least for me.
♥ Bosphorus also divides Asia and Europe, so only city in the world has lands on two continents, as far as I know.
♥ Since Ottoman sets out the city after Byzantines, and then modern days with Republic of Turkey, Istanbul has endless sources from history side. You can never get bored of the city.

White: 3 facts about my personality.

♥ I tend to have self distrust with my stand point generally (especially with people), but if I know I'm good at something specifically I may even have over trust and be a little smartass over it.... sometimes.
♥ I look for peace in everything. Trying to find the place in life where I can be happy in peace.
♥ I still haven't decided on if I'm antisocial or just plain lazy. (Probably lazy though. Just denying.)

Grey: 2 facts about my favourite things.

♥ Animals. I'm living closer to cats, but I am a serious animal lover. Any kind. I don't separate.
♥ Technology. Been living close with my technological devices for about 10 years. It frustrates people around me, generally. (NO1CURRS!)

From [ profile] beyondthepen:

Red: 5 facts about my first bestfriend(s).

♥ My first bestfriend was on 3rd grade. When she moved out, we've sent letters to each other for a couple of years, but of course we lost contact after a while.
♥ I met with my second bestfriend at the first day of middle school and we've lived for 4 years cohesively. Then she turned out to be a total bitch and betrayed me.
♥ I still have a connection with my high school bestfriend. But she left in 10th grade for her education in New York, so we've changed separately. But I love it we still have "it" when we talk we need each other.
♥ My last hope on bff page was the girl I kicked out of my life a couple of months ago.
♥ I'm a giver. So I give everything I can, until I give up from waiting to receive it back in my bilateral relationships. But at least finally, I gave up hoping I'll have a real bestfriend that can give her heart/mind/soul for me.

Blue: 9 facts about my family.

♥ Our family was from 5 people up until 5 years ago; dad, mom, me, brother, and grandmother (dad's mom). Then mom said grandmother will visit other brothers/sisters too, since she has 5 children and now she lives with us for 3-4 months in every year.
♥ Now we're still 5, with our cat, Bücür. She came when she was 2-month old, and now she's 6 year-old. Time passes.
♥ Dad had dogs and many cats in my grandma's house, bringing the hurt or little stray ones. Grandma always says he was a pain in the ass from animals' side.
♥ Dad is a serious reader. He can read every kind of book, just for reading, in a night or two.
♥ Mom was an accountant manager for more than 20 years. She's been always good with numbers.
♥ My biggest pet peeve is the relationship I have with my dad. Nowadays he's seriously trying though. I'm proud.
♥ My brother will be attending university entrance exams next year in these times, and he's preparing for art school. Drawing or sculpture it will be. As far as it seems though.
♥ I have a close relationship with my brother. He's growing and it's his tough teenage years but still most of the time we get along pretty well. I've realized just lately that I've been telling everything to him first. He's my strength.
♥ My parents raised me a little protective, and reasoned me to prefer staying at home instead of going out and that became my habit after a while. So this year they started pushing me out of the house for the first time. LOL ask me about confusing signals. *rolls her eyes*

From [ profile] geckoholic:

Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood.

♥ Until I was 10, we had my aunt's in the same building. Aunt was the eldest in family after my grandma, so everyone would come to us in holidays. So I've raised in a very crowded family, I can say. (I had 17 cousins, the last time I counted.) Probably this is also the reason why I just want nuclear family with one kid.
♥ I've grown away from dad until I was 15. He was a long-way driver between Europe-Turkey. So he's been at home once in every 15-20 days.
♥ I was always close to mom. She had many rules when I was little, but in my last year in high school, I felt things were changing. And after I won university, like everyone said it would be, we finally settled. Even though we have the ability to eat each other alive, just in 5 minutes.
♥ I've raised by so many women, mom, grandma, aunt, other aunt, big sister-cousin,...... THAT WAS THE REASON I WAS SO CONFUSED. lol. Thank God it changed.
♥ I was always successful at school. But also I was the "bitch" of middle and high school. Good that I've grown enough to pass the second one.
♥ When I was 4-5 year-old, I had wanted to be a dancer. Then teacher. Then volleyball player. Then architect. Then engineer. Then vet...... Aaaah, and finally, picked the worst: Business. *sigh* I ruined my life, period.
♥ All things aside, I had a happy childhood. Loving family and all.... Just that they didn't know any better, resulted me having the wrong turns in life. But I can't blame anyone. They just wanted me to have the best life possible. Not the happiest.
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15 January 2012 @ 01:08 am
2011 ; in very short.  
I haven't getting around looking over my 2011, but this meme sums it all up I believe. Here you go ;

Rule: Cross of what you've done.

Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car/bus journey. (Antalya :X)
Passed an exam. (Damn you, school.)
Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.
Cried on someone’s shoulder. (Needed, but no one was there.)
Had a massive fight with a boy/girl. (lol. Brother counts too?)
Recieved flowers.
Had a valentine.
Written a letter using pen & paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things. (Jibcon, just saying.)
Travelled by train.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration. (Oh, yes.)
Had an anxiety attack. (Not exactly, but yes, it was closer than any other thing. *shudders*)
Babysat for a friend’s child.
Gone bowling. (With the cousins I don't even talk most of them atm.)
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D. (Wow, fail.)
Been the only sober one on a night out. (Ask me if I ever go a night out. Antisocialism ftw.)
Helped someone home after they had been drinking.
Stayed up all night. (just lol.)
Talked on the phone for over two hours.
Supported someone who’d received bad news. (like always. like a job. for my old bff.)
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Met some incredible new people. (I was lucky enough. :X)
Gone to great parties. (lol.)
Fallen backwards off a chair. (LOOOLL YES, OKAY!)
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.
Cried over someone in the past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
Cried over a film.
Thrown up. (Both from sickness, and nervous breakdown.)
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for over a year.
Cried in front of someone I adore.
Lost one of my closest friends. (ugh.)
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